All day the clan
had worked industriously, but they allowed us to help where we could. First
they dug a hole, which confused me. “I thought you were releasing his form.”
“We shall, but we
come from the elements. That is where our magic is grounded, by connections. So
Wenn will be released using all four elements as well. Earth, Air, Fire, Water.”
Tinn stood beside the elder locus who had declared Wenn was at peace as they
oversaw the preparations.
The youths dug the
shallow pit, while the young brought broken boughs that had littered the ground
to line the earth, creating an elaborate pattern that looked like water,
especially after the females brought baskets of water and filled the depressions
between the limbs on the lower levels. We made it easier on them, letting them
drape the poles across our withers.
For me, the weight
was negligible but Colette struggled. I walked at her side, encouraging her up
the path from the lake. Her head hung lower than I liked.
“Do you need a
break?”
She looked up. “No,
I can do it,” she said softly but with determination.
“Do you want to talk
about it?” I asked.
“Does it bother
you?” She looked the other way, studying the right side of the path, not
meeting my gaze as she asked her cryptic question.
“What?” I had no
idea what she meant.
“Tinn’il greeted Pater
and Marces and me. But not you. I… I thought maybe we could stay here. It feels…
safe.” She kept pausing between her words, glancing at me and away. She looked
around, and up, and around. Such a reserved foal, always so careful in her words.
“But you have been sad. And maybe that makes you feel too bad.”
“You want to stay
here?” I focused on the important part of what she’d said, pushing aside the
thoughts of my feelings, including Tinn’il’s avoidance.
She shrugged, the
water sloshing in her baskets. She stilled, walking carefully.
“They do have the
mist, but that doesn’t make their land completely safe. Still, much safer than
other places,” I agreed. “And it is beautiful here.” That couldn’t be denied.
There was plenty of room, especially considering the locus lived underground and
not aboveground in the fields and trees that bordered the lake.
“Maybe they could
use someone like you to help protect them. And, maybe if we stayed, Tinn’il
would get to know you like this too.”
Oh, sly little minx.
She was quiet, and thoughtful, but she had quite the plotting mind. Under it
all, she craved the feeling of safety. I wanted to give her that. “Your pater
and I haven’t decided anything. We will talk with you and Marces before we make
any decisions, okay?”
“Okay.” We reached
the ceremonial space, and Colette and I both knelt slowly, minimizing any
splashing from the half-filled baskets so the females could get the water.
The combination of
fire and water confused me until I saw how they continued to build up the
branches, creating a plinth over the water that remained only halfway up the
limbs. Wenn’s body was born up by many hands and placed on top, with his hands
tucked down to touch the water and earth and his face turned upward to the
skies. Then wide leaves were passed out to all the members of his people and
even to Londe, the foals, and me.
I wanted to ask
what now, but I clutched the thick stalk of the leaf in my teeth, so I waited
silently.
A spark was
brought out by the old locus, who limped heavily without his stick as he held
the coal in a bark bowl in one hand and held a leaf in the other. The thin bark
was already smoking. I held my breath as he grew closer, afraid the coal would
burn through before he made it to the plinth.
But the bark remained
intact. With a murmured prayer that was echoed by those around me, he set it
down between Wenn’s feet. A soft sigh began to spread through the group, and I
lifted my eyes from that bright orange coal, my heart pounding as it grew
brighter.
No, not a sigh.
They were moving their leaves, fanning the air. Air. The last element, the one
that would ignite the blaze and free Wenn from his mortal body once and for
all. My eyes stung as I began to wave my leaf, haltingly at first, but then
with more vigor when the coal brightened and darkened.
What would happen
if it went out? If he couldn’t have this ceremony? Pain and panic sped my
movements, but it wasn’t enough. It was like that connection we’d shared was
still there, but it couldn’t be, not if he was going to be with his family.
He needed to have
that reward for what he’d done for me. The pain spiked, and then the air
shimmered around me. My form shifted, melted away, and then I stood on two
legs.
I was a human
again.
There was no time
to panic, or worry about what this meant, or even reassure my mate and foals. I
reached down for the leaf I’d dropped, swiping it and then stepping up to breathe
directly on the coal, just like I’d done with my forges before Londe had come
to find me.
One breath. A curl
of orange taking over more of the black.
Two breaths. A
blush of red flaring along the side.
Three breaths. The
heat began to crackle against my skin, tightening it across my forehead.
I straightened and
began waving my leaf, willing the coal to burn through the bark bowl and ignore
the wood of Wenn’s plinth and set the pyre alight to free his mortal form.
The bark crumbled
in the center, the two halves breaking, and the coal began to eat the brittle,
dried wood at a rapid pace. Fire leapt up, streaking away from the spot between
Wenn’s feet. Soon it began to obscure his body.
We all kept
fanning. The elder locus kept chanting. Time stood still as we sent off this
courageous Being who’d given all he had to save me.
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