So weird this didn't post last week! I'm sorry! It's posted now, so you get a weekend update and a mid-week one as usual. Sorry!
The glowing tree began to grow and lift above the ground.
“W-what is that?” The snow was swirling around us, and I forgot my intention to
ignore the ill-omen and refuse to speak to it or listen as it spoke to me. I
was freezing to death, and this was magic I had never seen. The lights I’d gone
toward, knowing all along they were not the lanterns swinging on the roof eaves
of the townsfolk I’d never met and who would probably refuse to shelter me
anyway, set the large clearing alight in swirls of blues, greens, and glowing
gold.
“Winter Haven,” she answered.
My lips parted on a sharp inhale, and I stared in shock.
Winter Haven was a myth. Snow that wasn’t cold, food grew year-round, a make
believe world that existed for those pure in spirit as a refuge from this
miserable existence.
I took a step back. “That’s not possible,” I whispered.
“Why nooot?” This time the ill-omen was joined by another,
their question echoed between them. I knew it; I knew I’d heard more than one
beak pecking in my nightmares.
“Winter Haven doesn’t exist. It’s not real; it can’t be.” I
hugged my bag to my stomach, the tiny parcel of my spare belongings fitting in
the concave space as I hunched against the whistling blizzard pounding against
my back. The ice drove against my skin where my woolen scarf had slipped down
and my hair, twisted into its customary knot, exposed the scarred back of my
neck where the hedge crone had cut me each day to steal my magic.
“It is,” one ill-omen said. “It doooes,” said the other at
the same time. Their dark wings flapped, sending their all white bodies gliding
across the clearing on silent drafts. “Youuu knewww,” they called. “It’s
truuuth.”
I watched, fear and awe and the slightest kernel of hope
inside me as their wings dipped inside those glowing, swirling lights. The barrier
around them broke, and beams shot out. The gold sparkled, the green and blue
intertwined under and around it. It moved faster than they flew, a blink all it
took to reach me, and I screamed and cringed down into a ball, my eyes screwed
shut.
Nothing burned. No warlock’s fire, no witch’s curse. No
enchantment to draw on my magic and use it to fuel their spell or bind
familiars to their bidding while I writhed in agony as parts of me were
wrenched away. Gasping, trembling with cold that turned my limbs heavy and
clumsy along with fear that froze me stiffer than the strongest of blizzard
gales, I dared peek with one eye.
The light had stopped, right in front of me, a scant hair’s
breadth from my shoe tips. If I just uncurled my fingers from around my knees,
I would touch the golden light that rained down from the glowing green and blue
strand that led back to that twisting, turning tree and the pathway under it.
The path I could now see was before me.
“What does it want?” I whispered.
“To free youuu,” they called from their new perches in limbs
of the tree guarding Winter’s Haven.
“How?” Dyrpath were never free; to a villager or city
dweller, all magical kin were the same, useful for what they could provide or
do depending on their power to conjure. Dyrpath were only born on the longest
night of the year and that gave us the most power, but the connection to
animals made us tainted, and our ability to be siphoned made us ill-luck. Power
we could share, but it never went well in the end for those who stole it.
“Be whooo youuu are.”
To be born a dyrpath was to be blamed for both being
powerful and for the harm stealing that power did to the very ones who stole it,
all while being reviled… for what? Being having a connection to animals and
hearing their thoughts and feelings? I had never understood my crime and had
always hoped that the many magic users in my family would lead to someone who
was different, who would understand me, truly make me an apprentice in more
than name.
But I could neither find a home to welcome me nor run away from
the torture of my daily existence without being dragged back to the next family
member who decided they would make use of whatever drops of power they were
willing to plunder. The last summer and fall of trying to befriend some of the
villagers, only to have any solace I’d made ripped away when I was sent on to
the frozen wasteland that was Cousin Vado’s had broken me from trying again.
Maybe I’d finally given up and this was all just a fever
dream as I froze on a snowbank. The light looked so pretty, and so warm too.
“Be whooo youuu are.”
I unfolded carefully, still clutching my pack, and took a
breath. What did I have to lose? Nothing to go back to but pain. I gingerly
touched the back of my neck, then glanced at the swirling darkness behind me. I
shook my head.
Even if the light was certain death, it would be better than
the attic and the shed. And what if it were true? What if Winter Haven did
exist?
What if there truly was a place to be free? My life had been
one of fear and obedience, but maybe, deep down, I had some bravery and
curiosity left inside me.
Heart pounding, I stepped inside the light.
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