Today's flash is inspired by the prompt: You have to crawl before you walk. That's so apt in my story, too! I hope you guys really enjoy this week! There might be a twist. Maybe. Read on to find out!! LOL
Lost Inside Chapter 23
Yuri
jerked up in bed, suppressing a hiss. His head throbbed, and flashes from his
nightmare kept coming at him. Good thing Benny was sleeping on his stomach
facing away. He mighta woken his mate up, and then Benny would make him talk
about stuff.
He
was tired of talking.
A
drink. That's what he wanted. Yuri cautiously climbed off the bed. The lights
from outside the bar shone in the window and lit up the room so he wouldn't
bonk into anything. He slinked through the piles of clothes thrown all over the
floor. No wonder the room smelled so strongly of his mate¾he never picked up his dirty clothes!
Then
again, Cleara always nagged at him to pick up his stuff too.
Yuri
rummaged around behind the bar. Ahh. Whiskey. He poured a couple of finger's
worth and put the bottle back. He debated going in the kitchen for ice, but
decided not to. He needed to figure out all the crap bubbling up in his head.
Not
all of it made sense. He kept seeing things and people. Their names would flash
in his head, and then go away again. People singing, people happy, and then
people screaming. He saw Benny a lot, and he liked those dreams, but he missed
the sparkle in his mate's eyes when he saw him for real. Benny was so
different.
Sad.
Angry.
He
still loved Yuri though.
Yuri
hugged one arm around his chest and sucked down a drink of whiskey. He stared
at the pictures on the half-wall next to the bookshelves. They were just
regular photos tacked up but he hadn't looked at them before.
Wow.
Benny had been following him around for a long time. Yuri leaned in close to
see one pictures of him in a tree.
"What're
you doing?"
Yuri
whirled and let out a startled eep. His heart raced.
"Uh.
Okay." Benny flicked an ear and raised one eyebrow at him from the bedroom
door.
"You
scared me!" Yuri's face was hot. He tried to ignore the sound he'd made.
"I almost spilled my drink!"
"Are
you drinking soda? Or ginger ale? Is your stomach upset? Do you feel okay? Is
it your head?" Benny hurried out of the bedroom and over to him.
"I'm
fine."
Benny
sniffed. "Is that… whiskey?"
Yuri
took a big drink. "Yes."
His
mate frowned. "Why are you drinking whiskey at four in the morning?"
"If
I tell you, are you gonna freak out?"
"Why
would I freak out?" Benny asked.
Oh,
he hated that. "Don't answer a question with a question! It's rude, Cleara
says." Yuri scowled.
"Sorry.
I mean, I'll try not to."
That
was probably the best he was going to get. Yuri wandered away from the picture
wall over to the couch. How should he say it?
"I
keep seeing things," he blurted out. He blew out the rest of his breath
and slumped on the couch. "Holy shit! Cold!" He jumped back up.
Maybe
he should've put some of those clothes on that were on the floor.
Benny
didn't laugh at his goof. Yuri bit his lip.
"What
do you mean, you keep seeing things?" Benny spoke slowly, like Yuri was
stupid or something.
"Things.
In my dreams. Like, memories and stuff. What, did you think I meant I saw dead
people or something?" Yuri scoffed.
"I
wasn't sure what you meant. Don't get snippy, just talk to me."
Yuri
sighed. "I'm tired of talking."
Benny
reached around him and grabbed a blanket off the back of the couch. He spread
it out and then sat down. "I know." He gestured for Yuri to sit down
too. "But if you don't talk to me about it, I don't know what's going on
with you. If we don't tell the doctors, they can't help make you better."
"I'm
tired of the tests and doctors, too." Yuri knew he was whining, but he
didn't care. He drained the rest of the whiskey out of his glass. "I just
wanna… I wanna…."
"What?"
"Why
can't we just be normal? Why can't we be mates and do stuff, and live happily
ever after too? Everything sucks." Yuri pushed at his temple where the
throbbing was coming back.
Benny
reached up and took the glass out of Yuri's hand and set it on the table. He
grabbed Yuri's hand and tugged. Yuri let his mate pull him down onto the couch,
nestling between Benny's legs and leaning against his chest.
"We
are mates, and we do… stuff. Is there something else you want to do?" He
rubbed his fingers along the bridge of Yuri's nose, along his forehead, and
drew circles back into his hair.
"I
wanna get a job," Yuri murmured. What Benny was doing felt so good.
"I want you to not have to take care of me like I'm a kid. I'm not."
"Oh,
stuff like that." Benny kept massaging.
"Uh-huh."
"Well,
if you talk to me and the doctors, then they might be able to make the other
stuff happen, Yuri. You have to crawl before you walk, though. We need to know what's going on with you. I
want to know, I promise."
Yuri
sighed. "Like what?"
"What
was your dream about? It must be bad, if it made you get up and drink on your
own."
"You
were sleeping too good to wake up."
His
eyes slid shut.
"What
did you dream, Yuri?"
"About
my mom and dad. We were alone¾on
our way to see the elders. I was mad, 'cause my dad was making me go meet
someone about mating to cement an alliance between Clans. I didn't want to. My
lip hurt, 'cause Dad hit it and hissed at me to shut up or he'd marry me off to
some vicious Alpha, like Yuisi."
Benny
paused in the middle of the massage. "Who's Yuisi?"
"My
brother." Yuri wiggled his head on Benny's shoulder. "Don't
stop," he whined. His head was just starting to stop hurting.
TBC
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E.S. Skipper